The New Face of Failure

I don’t know but lately I’m having this feeling that time is sweeping me away so fast. It’s like I’m staying too stagnant and just letting time fly without doing things that I need or want to do. Take this for an example, I’m planning to take a higher degree of education but I can’t seem to have the will to go to my college and process my graduation documents. I want to enroll my self in a writing class that can provide me with more up-to-date knowledge on my field so that I can do better with my job and here in my blog. I am also planning to do some physical improvements like going to the gym or doing a water therapy for better skin hydration. I am planning to open a new bank account to secure the money that I am keeping to some place I refuse to divulge about. (Long sigh…) There are a lot of things that I can’t seem to accomplish or even start with. These thoughts are dragging me and making me fell like time is on scarcity and I might be left a loser and nothing. Having this blog is actually a great achievement for me and I aim to keep the passion burning so that I’ll keep on writing and writing more.

I know that what I’m writing now is not too light for a Sunday, but it’s quite good to put your feelings into writing. Doing this gives me a clear perspective of where I am right now. By learning my real situation gives me the idea of having the urgency to plan and put everything into order. I don’t really live like a well-kept drawer but I also want to have a mature take on my life, now.